Survivorship Bias - Chapter 158
An Wujiu’s hand kept shaking, he couldn’t control it.
He found himself unable to control anything, thoughts, emotions, states, the dark side of his heart, the death of everyone, and this **** cycle, **** himself.
Even a pair of hands.
The gun fell to the ground, symbolizing the failure of the blameless.
He could feel the danger approaching and gradually surrounded, but An Wu Jiao’s body was stiff, he wanted to move, but he couldn’t move at all.
One piece, without stopping.
In front of him were Lilith’s last tearful eyes. An Wu Jiu can’t imagine what kind of mood she left, so that he can survive, to face death alone with a mortal heart?
As far as Lilith is concerned, she doesn’t know if she has a chance to come back. If she dies, she dies, and everything ceases to exist. There was ten years between them, but the last glance was exactly the same as ten years, but more cruel.
He can’t do anything except bring more pain to his sister.
An Wujiu stood up in confusion and walked forward like a walking corpse.
He is looking for his sister.
He promised to find her.
These words trapped Lilith, trapped Shen Nan, she has been working hard to live all her life, just for the moment of meeting.
But it still failed.
He stumbled unprepared and knelt on the ground. He had won so many times, but this time he couldn’t get up.
The idea of wanting to destroy everything suddenly popped up and saw the needle, An Wu Jiu’s eyes appeared before No. 0’s death.
So he retched out unexpectedly, uncontrollably, in pain as if trying to vomit out another [An Wu Jiu] existence, trying to obliterate it.
But all he spit out was blood, the blood of the big beach.
The long knife on his back swayed, slapping his spine that was hard to straighten.
This dead and **** forest is like a dead sea. He remains on the bottom of the sea, feeling suffocated. A new creature is formed in front of it, huge and weird.
The creature opened its **** mouth toward him, and spit out a blue letter like a giant python, with a child standing on the tip of the split.
The blue light dissipated, revealing Noah’s face. In a short period of time, she has grown a lot taller than before, and now she looks like a girl.
An Wujiu knew that they did not succeed, and also knew that the evil **** had appeared, this kind of pressure that was so powerful that it was almost a vacuum, only the evil **** could do it.
He didn’t raise his head, and still knelt on the ground in despair, even so, the omniscient perspective he was given also let him know that it was Noah who appeared here.
Noah looked at An Wujiu not far away, slowly tilted his head, as if observing. Although he is constantly recovering and evolving towards a complete body, the memories that he retained by borrowing the human body have not disappeared.
On the contrary, the moment he saw An Wu Jiao, those memories became very clear.
An Wujiu’s life is coming to an end, and his sanity is running out. Without the calmness and leadership of the past, he stays here like a pool of stagnant water.
This blood-splattered face has no expression, the eyes are empty and red, and the drooping eyelashes almost cover everything in his eyes.
This is a complete decadent.
Noah tilted his head slowly to the other side again.
The lips did not move, but a voice came from Noah, a male voice characteristic, but the content was not human language.
“Regret?”
An Wujiu did not answer.
Noah used human language again, and the girl’s body asked him repeatedly.
An Wujiu still did not answer, after a long silence, he raised his red eyes, looked directly at Noah, and suddenly laughed.
The moment he chuckled softly, a tear fell from his left eye.
Noah couldn’t understand why he was crying.
“Aren’t you curious?”
As the “god” behind the altar, he is not only the player Noah, but also the incarnation of the NPC rabbit. He is any NPC that may appear on the field. He knows everything and is everywhere.
He fooled An Wu Jiao into thinking that he was really a human little girl who needed to be protected, and he desperately protected him for a long time.
But he is not a human being, and he cannot understand the emotions, gratitude, and righteousness among human beings. These are the legitimate reasons for human beings to dominate each other. To him, it means nothing.
The smile on An Wujiu’s face did not fade away, the peony pattern on his neck was faintly red because of his almost collapsed mood, looking extremely dreary.
“Curious what? I wonder why you appeared, how many avatars you have, how you killed my father, took everything from me, and pushed me step by step to today, or how did you do? If you kill Shen Ti, how can you erase all traces of his existence?”
He stood up with difficulty and walked towards Noah staggeringly, “In your eyes, I’m actually just a waste without meaning and value.”
An Wujiu laughed, “Of course, but when human beings trampled down a whole piece of ants, how could they care about any of the dead creatures?”
“I’m not curious about anything.” An Wujiu stopped, the smile on his face gradually solidified.
He could feel the power in his body rushing like crazy, and he knew that the darkness was constantly swallowing him, the dark side, extreme evil and anger, all turned into invisible hands, pushing him deeper the abyss.
But An Wujiu was still struggling, he raised his head and stared at Noah, the sanity value above his head stayed at the last trace, but it didn’t decrease.
At least don’t become another self, be safe.
He said to himself, then told Noah with the last shred of reason, “If this is the fate I can’t change…”
“At least it’s up to me to make the final decision.”
Noah wanted to kill him, because he saw the future of An Wujiu, he was the mortal enemy who was easily let go by himself but destroyed him.
But after An Wujiu changed the past, so did the future he had.
Now he is on the verge of destruction, and it will shatter when touched.
Even so, he couldn’t let go of this possibility, but right now, he didn’t want An Wujiu to die.
So he made his move, the monster behind him stretched out countless tentacles, snatched An Wujiu’s long knife, and tied him up.
The cyan long knife fell to the ground, making a metallic sound.
Noah stared at An Wu Jiao, as if staring at a prey that could be engulfed at any time.
At least wait until he recovers, and then completely destroy him, to erase his existence from the beginning.
Change all futures.
Noah looked up at the sky, and for a moment, the dawning sky suddenly darkened and fell into deep darkness, while the countless full moons still existed and gradually turned blue. They go out at the same time and light up at the same time, many times over.
The tentacles are getting tighter and tighter, An Wu Jiu has no possibility of suicide, he can hardly breathe, he raised his eyes and looked at the sky.
There is no starlight at all.
He suddenly realized that this is not the real sky, and those moons are not real moons, they are like…
Many pairs of eyes.
It turned out that as the universe continued to overlap, the eyes of the original evil spirits were also opened one by one.
Does this mean that he is constantly recovering and is about to succeed?
“Actually, I have helped human beings, so you occupied the earth and the sea.” Noah was slow and slow, and the voice came from a high place, vague, without any human feelings.
“Now I want to take back my help.”
He said it lightly, as if taking back a gift that had been given, but it was the life of an entire planet.
“My younger brother will disobey me because of a human being, and even fight with me and seal me.”
He lowered his eyes and stared at An Wujiao with a pure and intimidating look, “Before he was sealed, I trapped him in time to punish him, and he turned out to be a personification, Become a human. Now I know that the human turned out to be you.”
“And now, I don’t know where he is, maybe his human body has perished, and his Godhead is lost in a certain time line in a certain universe, trapped there, like the past Just like him, ironically, in the past he and I were both masters of time and existences outside of time.”
An Wu Jiu’s heart was aching so badly, he could only clench his teeth, the blue veins around his neck were wrapped with flower patterns.
There is only one name in his heart, Shen Ti, all of them are Shen Ti.
He really wanted to tell Shen Ti that he couldn’t take it any longer, he was really tired.
Everything that kept him alive was gone, he had tried to hold each one tightly, but all was lost.
It hurts, Shen Ti.
This kind of pain is the accumulation of all the pain in his life. He even had tinnitus and couldn’t hear what the other party was saying, but he really wanted to hear it. That was Shen Ti’s past.
“Want to know why you are different and why you have the ability to rewrite time?”
This is the last sentence An Wujiu heard.
Because at the next moment, something sharp drilled out of his heart and cut open his chest from the inside out.
And his eyes were completely dark, and no sound could be heard.
In the darkness, An Wu Jiu could only see the tentacle that came out of his body, emitting a faint green light. And this light gradually spreads, spreads, disperses, and finally forms a whole piece of fluorescent green mist surrounding him.
[Leave the rest to me. ]
In the indistinct voice, he clearly heard such a sentence.
All the green rays of light rushed towards him, gathering in the shape of a man. Guang carefully picked up An Wu Jiu’s face and pressed his forehead against his.
At that moment, a force was injected into his body, dragging the falling despair and death.
An Wu Jiu suddenly came to a familiar place.
He found that his vision was restored, and he could see everything around him, white walls, bright walkways. He walked forward in a bit of confusion, passing some people, and the expressions on their faces were not pleasant.
An Wu Jiu saw a few people in white coats, only to realize that he was in the hospital.
He didn’t know why he appeared here, he wanted to call Shen Ti, but he found that he couldn’t make any sound at all.
Walking, An Wu Jiu suddenly saw two familiar figures, his footsteps stopped, and the whole person froze in place.
Because those were his parents.
The closer he gets, the more real and clear the two are. Mother sat on the bench in the hallway, father stood beside her so she could rest her head on him.
The anxiety and worry on their faces didn’t feel like a hallucination at all.
An Wujiu made a sound, but they couldn’t hear.
He ran over, trying to hug his mother who was trying to hold back her crying, but he was in vain.
Mom?
Dad.
An Wujiu squatted on the ground and looked up at his father.
No one saw him.
An Wujiu doesn’t understand, is this a dream, or is it an illusion that he is no longer there?
He stood up, wondering why they were upset, and looked behind them at the door at the end of the corridor. It was the operating room, and the “in-operation” indicator light that was on above the operating room suddenly went out.
An Wujiu walked towards there with doubts, unexpectedly, with a slight push, the door opened.
No one in the operating room.
He looked back strangely to his parents, only to find that they had disappeared too.
What happened?
An Wujiu walked in alone, there was only one operating light on, the operating table was blocked, and the object being treated on it could not be seen. But a notice fell on the ground, An Wu Jiu picked it up.
After seeing the content, An Wu Jiu frowned slightly.
The name on the surgical drape is Shen An.
The onset of the disease was cardiac arrest. After the operation, she still could not be rescued.
He clenched the report sheet, walked quickly towards the operating table, and pushed the shutter away.
The scene in front of him made him stunned in place.
The one lying on the operating table was my childhood self, that’s right, the one standing beside the operating table turned out to be Shen Ti, who already had a human shape and could laugh and talk.
[Shen Ti! ]
An Wujiu ran to him, trying to hug him, but still failed.
Shen Ti stared at the unconscious Xiao Shen An, or in other words, Xiao An was blameless.
Then he withdrew his hand and pressed his palm against his chest. After a while, a green light overflowed from his palm.
A ball of light appeared in his hand, a beating light.
“I only have such a heart.” Shen Ti’s hand gently pressed against An Wu Jiu’s small chest, the light poured into it little by little, and after it was completely engulfed, he patted it lightly shoot.
“With this, it will be successful, you and me in the future.”
An Wujiu who was watching suddenly realized something.
Is it true that he has been killed once.
Besides, it was killed by Noah.
Just as he was thinking, Xiao Wu Jiu on the operating table woke up, and when he saw Shen Ti, he blinked in confusion.
Shen Ti commented, “Even this expression is exactly the same, were you so calm when you were young? You won’t be surprised to see someone as handsome as me.”
Little Wu Jiu said calmly, “Who are you?”
Shen Ti chuckled lightly, “I am your future…”
He paused, “Forget it, I hate spoilers.”
Xiao Wujiu couldn’t understand what he said, just looked at him ignorantly.
“Are you a doctor?”
Shen Ti was amused by him again, “No, but I did save you, I used up a card, spent all my life, ran away Come to save you, and then I…” He didn’t continue speaking, he just smiled to himself and pointed to his wrist, “Your child doesn’t understand, don’t say it, I’m running out of time.”
Xiao Wujiu stretched out his hand and grabbed the tip of Shen Ti’s leather glove, “Where are you going?”
“Me?” Shen Ti shrugged, “I may go far and far to drift, do you know what drifting is?”
“Is it impossible to stop?” Xiao Wujiu asked.
“Yes,” Shen Ti smiled, “Yes, I can’t stop myself.”
Xiao Wujiu stared straight at him all the time, staring at him so much that Shen Ti felt amused, and deliberately teased him, “What are you looking at? Am I good-looking?”
The child nodded honestly, “Good-looking.”
“Do you like the way I…?”
“Yeah, I like it.” He nodded again.
Shen Ti was satisfied, and whispered, “Can you not like it? I pinched my face.”
Xiao Wujiu in front of him didn’t hear his words, and still didn’t plan to let go.
“Then…”
“What else do you want to ask?” Shen Ti was used to him, “Come on, I really don’t have time.”
Xiao Wujiu thought for a moment, “You saved me, I want to thank you, my mother taught me, others help me, I also want to help others. I … brother, we will in the future Can we meet again?”
Being called brother so easily by him, Shen Ti’s mood suddenly became complicated.
He suddenly understood why human beings sometimes want to cry uncontrollably.
“Yes.”
Shen Ti touched his little head and made a prediction to him gently.
“I am waiting for you in the future, we will meet.”
“However, in order not to affect our future encounter…”
Shen Ti’s hand paused, his broad palm gently brushed the child’s entire face, and finally fell down, and then caught Xiao Wu Jiao who had fallen asleep.
“I can only erase your memory, although I really want you to remember me.”
Shen Ti bent down and touched the child’s face.
“When you grow up, then there will be me in the past, ugly, I don’t understand you, I didn’t take good care of you, but I was summoned by you, and I worked hard for you .”
“This time must be successful, I will wait for you in the future.”
He shattered into countless shimmering dust and disappeared into this silent operating room.
Shen Ti, who was standing at the end of time, came for the safety of the beginning.
In the end, their fates are linked end to end, and cause and effect reincarnate.